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Unworthy, Yet Used by God
Andrea Lende • June 14, 2021
Luke 5:3-4 and 6
Unworthy, Yet Used by God
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Luke 5:3-4 and 6
“And getting into one of the boats, [the one] that belonged to Simon (Peter), He requested him to draw away a little from the shore, Then He sat down and continued to teach the crowd from the boat.”
“When He had stopped speaking, He said to Simon (Peter), put out into the deep [water], and lower your nets for a haul.”
“And when they had done this, they caught a great number of fish; and as their nets were [at the point of] breaking.”
I saw something new as I read this story again.
The story of when Jesus met Peter for the first time.
I hadn’t previously seen that Jesus used Peter’s boat to preach to the people.
He needed the boat because people were pressing up close to Him by the edge of the sea.
He chose Peter’s boat, so Peter had a front row seat to hear Jesus speak the Word.
He must have been mesmerized by Jesus’ speaking.
Everyone was.
It was a fresh Word.
A living Word.
When Jesus finished speaking, He told Peter to put his net out after having caught nothing throughout the night.
Peter was obedient and we know the end of the story.
He’d never caught so many fish.
And his response was priceless.
“But when Simon Peter saw this, he fell down at Jesus’ knees, saying Depart from me, for I am a sinful man, O Lord.”
This spoke volumes to me.
He felt unworthy.
Unworthy to be in the presence of such holiness.
Unworthy to be in the presence of such power.
The one who would start the Christian church, who had the potential power Jesus knew he had, felt unworthy.
And don’t we feel the same?
I certainly do.
I feel unworthy to be loved by Jesus, the Messiah.
Unworthy to be loved by God, the Creator.
And Unworthy to be used by God.
But that’s who He uses.
Sinners.
He loves us and uses us despite our faults and failures.
He loves the spirit He created in us.
Today I choose to receive God’s love more fully and will attempt to be obedient to Him and His call on my life.
May you find the Lord loves you and desires to use you as He has need.
Daily Prayer:
O Lord, my God, thank You for showing me something new today. Thank You for showing me Peter’s overwhelm and feelings of unworthiness as he sat in Your presence. You desired relationship with him. And even though he was a sinner You loved him. Even through his imperfections You used him. Thank You, Lord, for showing me You love and use the imperfect. Thank You for showing me You only ask for our hearts and obedience. Help me give You my whole heart. Help me be obedient to You, Lord. Help me do all that You ask me to do. Keep me willing and able to be used by You. Help me bless someone this day. Thank You for hearing my prayer.
Answer: I AM the Great I AM, and I AM working in you and through you, My child.
Response: Keep me close to You, loving You, and obedient to You, Almighty and merciful Lord.
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This is a great message for the New Year. We can be in control of our own words. As a mother, I used to tell my children to use their words to explain what was happening in their minds. I tried to help them find the right words. Words that would help the situation and not make it worse. I must do the same thing when talking to them. It’s important to use words that do not damage their spirits. Words that lift up instead of tear down. Even though my children have grown, I still want to be careful how I speak to them because my worlds will impact them for the rest of their lives.
As we approach the New Year, it is a perfect time to take inventory of what part of our lives, our hearts, and our souls are not bearing fruit. What can we give up as this year comes to a close? What do we need to give to the Lord for His cleansing and pruning? The answers to these questions take time. Time with the Lord. We are creatures of routines and habits which serve us well. But we can also change our routines and habits to serve us and the Lord better. So, we can ask God to show us what He wants us to give up so that He can have more of us.
I cannot think of a better verse to meditate on as we approach the New Year. Jesus said, "the kingdom of God is within you [in your hearts] and among you [surrounding you]." For so many years I believed I had to wait to go to heaven to experience the kingdom of God. I have longed to step into heaven and meet the Lord and His Son. However, as we read the Gospels and study Jesus and all that He said, we begin to understand the kingdom of God is all around us. The kingdom of God is within.
Paul wrote to the Colossians and told them he was praying for them. He prayed they would be refreshed, renewed, and invigorated. He also prayed they would be strengthened. May his prayer be heard by the Lord God Almighty on our behalf today just as it was received two thousand years ago. God is the Source of all things beautiful and wonderful. There is no shortage of renewal, refreshment, or inspiration in His kingdom. And as the Creator of this universe, He continues to pour all good things into His people. Paul wrote that refreshment and strength are needed so we may have endurance.
This verse is the perfect verse to reflect on as Christmas comes to a close. The Lord sent His Son to us. He sent Him to this world as a babe. Jesus was given the task of growing up. A difficult one for all of us. He endured the awkward stages we all go through as we grow past them. I look back at old picture and cringe, yes, I cringe. This life provides plenty of opportunities to feel awkward and just plain weird, but our Father loves us as though we are perfect every day of our lives. This is why Jesus came. He came to make us perfect in God’s sight.
God made Himself flesh so He could take away the sins of the world. The story of the very first Christmas was humble, yet the most powerful and loving birth ever recorded in history. All humanity changed in an instant. When Jesus was born, love filled the earth. Love came down and lifted us up. The angels came to tell the shepherds of this beautiful birth. The stars in the heavens also told the story. As we do all tasks that we do to ensure a beautiful Christmas day, may we remember the miracle that God sent long ago. The miracle of all miracles.
The first Christmas was going to be documented, so that it could be read many times over for all Christmas’ to come. It was also documented so the prophecy of the Messiah’s birth would be known to be fulfilled. Prophets of old foretold Jesus would come from the house of David. They also prophesied that He would be born in Bethlehem. And all this came to pass. Even though Jesus would be known as a Nazarene, His beginning began in Bethlehem. God’s divine plan was set in motion with the first census while Mary was at the end of her pregnancy.
What a wonderful passage to read during Christmas week. Our passage touched my heart as I read it through the lens of Jesus’ birth. “It was God [personally present] in Christ, reconciling and restoring the world to favor with Himself.” We have so much to be thankful for in these few short words, “restoring the world to favor with Himself.” So undeserved and yet so graciously given. We are offered favor with the Lord. Imagine having favor with the almighty God, the Creator of the universe. Jesus chose to leave heaven’s door where all was perfect. He chose to be born into this dusty messy world.
Jesus had just spoken to a fig tree and deemed it unworthy to live because it had no fruit on it. His disciples were amazed when they saw the fig tree wither and die. Then the Lord talked to them about prayer and belief. He told them that whatever they asked for, if they had the faith and belief, they would receive it. I remember the day I started hearing music and lyrics. I had just bowed my head at the piano and asked if the Lord would bless praise and worship music. As soon as I prayed that prayer, the Lord bestowed the gift of song writing upon me.